Sorry, I’ve been so quiet lately. I’m dealing with some personal stuff. My husband recently started going to a Catholic Church that started last Sunday because our normal church was closed due to the inclement weather. We’ve been having in Georgia and he found God again or felt the Holy Spirit or both were happy for him. He’s coming back to God in the way that he is comfortable with. I just wasn’t ready for the 180 shift that was gonna happen right away. I’ve been with him now for almost 8 years. We’ve been married a year and we historically have not been the best partners through everything. The only requirements in our relationship is that you had your own personal journey with God and that you were Christian, which has always been my case, but also hasn’t always been the case at the same time is a very angry adolescent human and that started in middle school throughout high school I went to church on and off, and you know it was part of my youth group that mature, and all that good stuff and was there when my mother came back to Jesus, which was beautiful journey cause I knew before she did made her listen to the casting crowns, three songs, CD constantly and now I get to be here for my husband‘s journey back to God, which is amazing but I also don’t know what to do with all the trauma and I’m trying to slowly let it go and let God it is just really hard right now so if I go quiet for a couple of days, I’m still here. I’m still doing the daily readings.