I’m not very good at asking for help but it just dawned on me right now that I can ask my faithful brothers and sisters in Christ Our Lord to be with me today.

I have been anticipating this day when I will again receive an infusion called Remicade for my rheumatoid arthritis. It has been two months, which is the normal protocol, but for me the relief it gave me has been worn off for several weeks now. Every other treatment we have tried over the last decade, since I was diagnosed, has failed to soon. Especially after a break because of illness or something. This medication, when I started it several months ago, was like a completely new lease on life! I had a taste of what it is like to walk briskly and go about my chores and my day with a spring in my step! How amazing that was.

It was quite a let down when it started wearing off. It was quite the experience and reminder before it did though! I have my hopes up so high and yet I find myself letting doubt and negative thoughts trying to creep in. I’m going to do everything I can to keep positive vibes and pray, pray, pray, with many thanks for my many blessings and humility for my mistakes.

Please, I humbly ask my brothers and sisters, pray for me that I may stay strong in my faithfulness. However the Lord sees fit for the outcome, I’m okay! I am here. I am loved. It is enough.

Bless you all and thank you!🙏✝️🕊️❤️